Owen_In_Boots's calendar


Name:

Holly

Location:

Oklahoma

Started On:

3/9/08 (Day 306)

About Me:

http://blueraine.livejournal.com


Ketene inspired me to start the 365 project, she's cool like that.
Dorset's cliffs meet at the sea<br>
Where I walked our unborn child in me<br>
White chalk poor scattered land<br>
Scratched my palms<br>
There's blood on my hands. //PJ Harvey-White Chalk<br><br><i>Drillbit Taylor came out on DVD today.  I'll try to start the 'plushie' theme back up tomorrow.</i>
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I've been taking abuse and it's senseless<br>
Fist into the wall and it's painless<br>
I've been living the lie that I made me
live it<br>
Screaming into the mic and I like it<br>
Put it all over the air in thick slices<br>
Soak it all up in your head with the anger<br>
Like it.  //Static-X-I Am<br><br><i>My Buneary plush tries to give me a hand loosening my necktie after a long long day of work today.  Yes, I am a part of that sad generation that just couldn't quit playing Pokémon long after I should've outgrown it =P</i>
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Dead as dead can be, my doctor tells me<br>
But I just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one<br>
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy<br>
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead 'cause maybe<br>
Someday I will walk away and say, You disappoint me<br>
Maybe you’re better off this way.  //A Perfect Circle-Passive<br><br><i>I got this kitty from reserving Harvest Moon DS: Cute :)</i>
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You need to understand<br>
There's nothing strange about this<br>
You need to know you're friends<br>
You need to know that-<br>
I'll be waving my hand, watching you down, watching you scream-<br>
Quiet or loud.  //Our Lady Peace-Clumsy<br><br><i>Every so often it hits me like a freight train-I will never, EVER, be able to stop loving him.  And it hurts.  So I have my own little breakdown, and then build myself back up.  It's really a never ending process.</i>
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I don't know, but it's been said,<br>
'You do or don't, and then you're dead.'<br>
So climb away, get high instead.<br>
Never stray, just move ahead. //Puscifer-Trekka<br><br><i>I guess I inherited my eyes from the Devil.</i>
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I am alone<br>
Locked in my memories<br>
There's nowhere left for me to hide<br>
But I am not real<br>
I've made all I am with lies<br>
Why does it seem that everything's different?<br>
Why does it seem that only you are real?<br>
I don't believe in anything sacred<br>
So, why do I feel so damned alone?  //Stabbing Westward-Why<br><br><i>I got this horse plush from a hotel I stayed at in Fort Worth when I saw an Army of Anyone concert.</i>
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Time is on your side,<br>
You're too stubborn to wait.<br>
Are you listening?<br>
Are you listening?<br>
They want you to know,<br>
They want you to stay.<br>
But it's too much to take,<br>
So you're running<br>
Running away. //Our Lady Peace-Car Crash
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The fortune teller looked into my eyeballs<br>
The wrinkles on her face about to crack<br>
She said...<br>
You best believe it<br>
You ain't goin' nowhere<br>
Unless you get that monkey off your<br> back... //Aerosmith-Monkey on my Back<br><br><i>This is my hair BEFORE the straightening and products.</i>
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Don't like the look of it<br>
Don't like the taste of it<br>
Don't like the smell of it<br>
I want to watch it come down<br>
All the pigs are all lined up<br>
I give you all that you want<br>
Take the skin and peel it back<br>
Now doesn't that make you feel better?  //Nine Inch Nails-March of the Pigs<br><br><i>Yes, I tend to wear hot shit in summertime.</i>
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Fear I've wasted all my sun<br>
Fear I've wasted all my time<br>
Everything is faded<br>
Smiles are fabricated now<br>
Fear I've wasted all my sun<br>
Fear I've wasted all my time<br>
Held my eyes closed for too long.  //Fuel-It's Come To This<br><br><i>Welcome to Blur Town, where we take last-minute photos in the bathroom, and then shamble off to bed.  Goodnight everybody.</i>
10
I'm moving in between<br>
can you feel me in between<br>
I'm moving in between<br>
can you feel me in between<br>
I needed to believe. //The Chemical Brothers-Believe<br><br><i>I was trying to take a normal photo, and then Jazz decided to hop up on me as I took it and I started laughing...but I think it's cute, so I kept it :)<br>Yes, he smashed my boob -_-</i>
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I ain't your savior<br>
I ain't your will<br>
I ain't the bottle and sin that you feel<br>
I ain't your low guilt when you’re alone<br>
I ain't the gun in the mouth of our young<br>
Don’t trust your hate<br>
Your lust and pain<br>
Die ignorance die<br>
Open your eyes.  //Bullets and Octane-I Ain't Your Savior
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What you want, what you got<br>
Live your life in a crawl space<br>
I'll help you out but you don't want a chance at a better life<br>
You said you never took a ride and now you wanna play<br>
Well, its a big big city let me show you around some time.  //Matchbox Twenty-Feel
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Twenty four hours a day<br>
Hey, why don't you go down to the supermarket<br>
Get something to eat, steal something off the shelves<br>
Pass by the liquor store<br>
Be back about quarter to twelve<br>

Don't want to be your slave.  //The Rolling Stones-Slave
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All that I need is to be loved<br>
Can't you take this out of me?<br>
All I want is to be near you<br>
Oh my god how can I love thee? //Moby-All That I Need Is To Be Loved
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Casted out I'm watching your eyes<br>
Casting out my visions of nine<br>
Blacking out<br>
Casted out I'm watching your eyes bleed dry.  //10 Years-Cast It Out<br><br><i>GOD.  Today was terrible.  My job is killing me, it seriously makes me want to curl up and sleep the rest of my life away.  AND we were attacked by HUGE effing bugs.  Giant roach, giant spider that wouldn't die...*shiver*
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So much for mind games<br>
You play to win<br>
Cause first you lose your hearts desire<br>
Then you get it back<br>
But ignorance ain't bliss<br>
There's so much more behind the kiss<br>
I'm feelin' //Aerosmith-Luv Lies
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I was drowned, I was washed up and left for dead<br>
I fell down to my feet and I saw they bled<br>
I frowned at the crumbs of a crust of bread<br>
I was crowned with a spike right through my head<br>
But it's all right now, in fact, it's a gas! //The Rolling Stones-Jumpin' Jack Flash<br><br><i>As much as I dislike it, I went to the dentist today.  No cavities, no problems, so I'm worry-free for another 6 months!</i>
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She's like a ghost to me, drifting slowly.<br>
Never wanting to stay, anticipation growing.<br>
Blacked out with X's for eyes,<br>
They won't lead you to answers.<br>
Abandoned one too many times,<br>
So she will not be taking chances.<br>
And still she rules the day she took him
In her desperate way. //She Wants Revenge-Checking Out<br><br><i>I got this hat when I was visiting some friends in LA</i>
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A woman left lonely will soon grow tired of waiting<br>
She'll do crazy things, yeah, on lonely occasions<br>
A simple conversation for the new men now and again<br>
Makes a touchy situation when a good face come into your head<br>
And when she gets lonely, she's thinking 'bout her man...//Janis Joplin-A Woman Left Lonely<br><br><i>Maybe someday I won't have to get so lonely that I wear your clothes, just because they make me feel close to you...</i>
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I dream of you draped in wires<br>
And leaning on the brakes<br>
As I leave you with restless liars and dealers on the take.<br>
And I can read you like a gumshoe<br>
watch this meeting hall sweat and shake.  //Interpol-All Fired Up
21
Hour long, by hour, may we two stand<br>
When we're dead, between these lands<br>
The sun set behind his eyes<br>
And Joe said, 'Is this desire?' //PJ Harvey-Is This Desire?<br><br><i>The constant battle to stay young and beautiful, how many dollars have we wasted?</i>
22
Johnny's in America<br.
No tricks at the wheel<br>
Nobody needs anyone<br>
They don't even just pretend<br>
Johnny's in America<br><br>
I'm afraid of Americans<br>
I'm afraid of the world<br>
I'm afraid I can't help it<br>
I'm afraid I can't...//David Bowie-I'm Afraid of Americans<br><br><i>The heat index today is 103 degrees fahrenheit.
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Tired and jaded
This road is unsafe
Have you been there
Have you been there
But time is on your side
You're too stubborn to wait
Are you listening
Are you listening
They want you to know
They want you to stay
But it's too much to take
So you're running away...//Our Lady Peace-Car Crash<br><br><i>I apologize to the world for not doing my hair today, and not giving a damn.</i>
24
One thing is for sure<br>
I don't need it<br>
Makes my life a war<br>
What a bore<br>
Don't you understand<br>
It wasn't ever my plan?<br>
I guess you just can't see<br>
What you do when you blame it all on me.  //Filter-White Like That<br><br><i>Got the new Shuttercal cards!  Thank you so much Amperes!</i>
25
She's mostly gone<br>
Some other place<br>
I'm getting by<br>
In other ways<br>
Everything they whispered in our ear<br>
Is coming true<br>
Try to justify the things<br>
I used to do<br>
Believe in you.  //Nine Inch Nails-Lights In The Sky<br><br><i>Me + morning = not friends :(</i>
26
So turn your head<br>
Unlock the door<br>
You’ll never get what you had before<br>
So turn your head<br>
Unlock the door<br>
You’ll never get what you had before.  //Scott Weiland-About Nothing
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And Sarah thinks<br>
She's died here once before<br>
She's crazy<br><br>
A pop up book<br>
Of flowers from grade 4<br>
Are driving<br>
Her insane.<br><br>//Our Lady Peace-Automatic Flowers
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Happiness is a warm gun<br>
When I hold you in my arms<br>
And I feel my finger on your trigger<br>
I know nobody can do me no harm<nr>
Because happiness is a warm gun<br>
Yes it is.  //Tori Amos-Happiness Is A Warm Gun<br><br><i>Got the Marley and Me book in the mail today, I can't wait for the film in December!</i>
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<i>Generation:Nintendo.  Here I am, age 24, sporting one of my all-time favorite video game characters, Yoshi.  Growing up doesn't seem to be a valid option at the moment.</i><br><br>Note: I look like I had zero sleep last night, and it isn't true D:
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There's this whispering of jokers doing 'Flesh by the Pound'<br>
To a chorus of supporters from the little town halls<br>
There'll be twisted karaoke at the Aniseed Lounge<br>
And I'll bring you further roses but it does you no good<br>
and it does me no good<br>
and it does you no good<br> //Elbow-Grounds For Divorce
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